He’s in remission now. The doctor’s letter says the prognosis is good. But nothing is guaranteed. He told me that if I want to leave, he’d understand. He gave me an out. Again.
“October 17th. I still love him. That’s the worst part. Love doesn’t leave when you close the door. It just changes shape. Right now, it feels like a bruise—tender when pressed, but proof that something happened. I don’t know if I’ll ever stop loving him. But I do know I stopped losing myself today. And that’s not nothing.” emilys diary %E2%80%93 episode 22 part 2
When I got to school, I met up with Sarah and Tom. We've been working on a group project for science class, and we finally made some progress. Our topic is renewable energy, and we're all really passionate about it. We decided on a presentation format and started dividing up the tasks. I'm hopeful that we'll get an A. He’s in remission now
Of course, there are still plenty of challenges ahead. There are still days when I feel lost and alone, when I wonder what I'm doing with my life. But I'm trying to be kinder to myself, to remind myself that it's okay to not have all the answers. He told me that if I want to leave, he’d understand